Just as the beginnings and, for that matter,
all of my writing happened without me meaning to write, I am unable to pinpoint a desire for the craft.
i did not develop
My SAT scores showed I was adept in literature but not math, debunked in my young mind as I became an Honor Student my senior year (first and only time) and particularly excelled in a harrowing calculus class.
the concept
My English was barely basic 4 years earlier when we moved to the states, so the SAT scores baffled me.
it was never in my head
Nevertheless, what I did have ALWAYS, which I still do, is a love of paper, notebooks, pens, and pencils.
words scribbled: to use or wonder, or wander
inexorable
unyielding; unalterable
precocious
unusually advanced in development, especially mental development
mimosa
(not a cocktail) pampered + playful coquette
queruleous
characterized by, or uttered in, complaint; peevish
solecism
any error, impropriety, or inconsistency
concatenation
a group of things occurring together to produce a particular effect
