a lot
from my Morning Pages, so early in the morning it almost hurts,
and from the beginning of two (!?) RISD* classes
that started today.

I’ve already learned that I bite much more than I should chew. Not can’t, because I can, but should not. There’s a difference! So as to not fall behind in a class that hasn’t even started (that’s the spirit! 🙄), I am taking ADOBE tutorials today. Yes, that’s right, aujourd’hui. And practicing French for the trip I’m going on next spring, but for which I haven’t yet | still started to plan. Going by the

seat of my pants?

Ah, that’d be a no, not with my husband on tow. Anywho, one of the tutorials is giving me a hard time, either because there’s a bug in Illustrator or I am truly super dense. Bug it is. So I shut down the program and opened Scrivener to let it out and take a deep breath. And here I am.

i’ve also learned that

my mind has no limits except those I allow it to set. Is that a circle of some sort? Perhaps. Yet true. Circles are not lies. So I am setting deadlines, which I have done f-o-r-e-v-e-r with little results, to accomplish what I must and want to accomplish, as if I had to attend a meeting with whomever.

because, in the end,

I will have to account for what I’ve done and not done, and I can’t lie, and there’ll be no believing of lies anyway. The truth is the truth is the truth. I know it; we all know it. Ok-ey, so: Señoras y señores, damas y caballeros, here I go anew!

Oops, it’s buggy again. 🫤 It cannot be me. I am following instructions.
May skip this one tutorial.
Got things to do.
Chao.
* Rhode Island School of Design *