but a burning sensation’s stirring my insides and I want to publish Like A Blue Thread,

(which is the first novel I wrote) now that Mine To Give looks good. It also means that I will have to give up writing A Tale To Tell. Thus, I have a

1) b: question or problem having only a conjectural answer

con·​jec·​ture | kən-ˈjek-chər

1) b: conclusion deduced by surmise or guesswork

to stop or not to stop