it — what is it? does it matter?

Stress IT or MATTER, and you have two different questions. I’ve been struggling with what am I doing? (although I like what I’m doing) & what should I do? Give value to what you’ve been gifted. Besides blessings and talent, I’ve been given freedom — in my heart, mind, and soul, yet live at times as a prisoner. ‘I woke up in a me mood =) It’s a leave-me-alone, don’t-you-get-it? mood. And it’s aimed at me.’ I wrote that two days ago. Think I’m still in it.