overstepping boundaries:
 
a snippet from september 2001

that I just read while looking for something. It is not great, but it is plausible, and I still get it. Although I don’t. You’ll see what I mean. I get the wondering and confusion and questioning, but not the reason. Still don’t after so many years.

i can thankfully say

that I now see it was unnecessary (some people never see it). So much is. It encompassed all of my senses for so long; I’d be embarrassed to say how long. So I won’t. I must leave the IT to be vague. First, because it doesn’t matter; second, because I would never tell it; third, because IT could be different for you, yet the same.

ok, so here we go: